It doesnt matter if you were capable to think about it or not. The thing that matters is that you didnt keep your words. You gonna hear a lot of bad things coming from your surrounding for that reason. People would see you as someone lacking of love and always seek for that.
Lol. Why should I care abiut them if I don’t know them? I’m tired of hearing what people have to say about me. My older friends all tell me: “Who cares? As long you’re alright with your friends, it doesn’t matter.” So wth. Lol.
What comes fast usually goes fast, just saying.
It’s not the first time I’m hearing that. :)
Baby steps.
I’m really thankful to all the sweet messages some of you guys left me. How did you guys know I got these mean random phone calls last night?…You just got busted. LOL.. k I don’t know, but I know what I’m doing. I’m still single qnd still trying to get to know him. I’m not rushing at all. It’s just the fact that we told eachother we like eachother that went fast. Besides that, we both agreed to take it slow and get to know eachother before officially going out. You guys might not exactly understand because you aren’t us, but it’s fine. I don’t expect anything from you guys.
I have to say that, it’s been awhile and I’m being the most careful I can and probably taking the hugest risk of hurting myself, but I’m willing to give this a try. I’ve thought about it and I know I have to get to know him more and see how our chemistry will become. Of course, I hope everything works out and if it doesn’t, at least I know I gave it a try instead of avoiding it like how I usually do.
Thank you for the messages. I really appreciate it.
get your shit together
I got it all together in the toilet bowl. No mess. Don’t worry. Just a little smell.
and it seems that you have said that you will not think about love for a while and then changed your mind again, this was fast.
I tried not to think about it, but it happened. What do you want me to do? Shoot myself?
